Fan the Fire

well today was a somewhat productive day.
this weekend in fact, i've done a large chunk of my data project, data review, bio stuff, unfortunately not english and not that much piano, however! i feel quite accomplished. and it is currently not even 10:30 :)

just to talk about the past few days, i emailed Upper Canada Camp and the lady there, Ruth, found my Bible and pens somewhere in the lodge. she's holding them for me and says i can go whenever i can to pick them up! that makes me really happy :) i think my parents are okay with going up there, but we'll see... Walnut23 says we can go on a road trip when he is back from HK! hahaha, Almond12 should come along. then it'll certainly be a nutty adventure! :D (oh gosh.)

aanyhow. im just gonna come straight out and say it.
i've been pretty burnt out. well, only recently did i realize it, but now that i think of it, i really AM burnt out. from what? from everything. more specifically, Didomi, i guess. don't get me wrong, i love serving but i guess that everyone has those "down" times and right now it is certainly my down time. there are many reasons i suppose, including taking too much responsibility and doing things my way, not God's way. okay so maybe not to the far extent, but i think that it's just been like, i don't do everything for God but more for the fellowship or for others or for myself, the way i think that things are supposed to be. right now, im trying to take a step back and let things go as they go. take a look at how Didomi has grown. i gotta say, i am really happy to see how things have changed. there's been tough spots here and there but there is a LOT of potential everywhere... even some of the gr 12's are coming out of their shells. it's never too late to serve God.

no challenge for today's post. but, yeah, i hope that through this, i will be able to fan the embers that are still there to make a full, passionate fire for the remainder of the year. it'll take time for sure but it will come.