Breakthrough

gotta remember Red Rover. what are the things holding me back from reaching God? what are the things that are trying to break the bond between me and God?

this weekend i resolved one thing that i was trying to break through to get to God. i'm glad we had that talk. but things aren't going to get any easier, i know.

summer camp is usually at the end of August. it's sort of weird to have it in July this year, but i'm actually really glad for the timing, on many counts. i got to talk to people i never spoke to before, and to get to know others that i didn't know very well. i know i shouldn't limit the timing for just a month, but August is really crucial before a fresh year starts. that was another Breakthrough for me. breaking out of just talking to friends that i was comfortable with.

in general, this summer camp was a HUGE Breakthrough out of my comfort zone. i know what it is like to be vulnerable. to be in a setting with people you don't know at all. to do things you'd never think you would. i shared that i am most comfortable with Didomi because they are my family, and it is true, but i learned that it's okay to be uncomfortable too. it's part a growing process.

just to let you know, Didomites, i love you all so much. every single person brings something unique to this family. thank you for teaching me things i never knew about myself.